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昨天晚上,兄弟几个狂欢之后,回到学校,又突然觉得很落寞空虚。然后又经常是“so it is, just like you said it would be”这样的靡靡深情之音,愈加落寞。
今天下午,四点多五点回来之后,又突然很疲惫,委靡不振。
还是老大深刻,毕竟比我大一岁呢,他说的是“高处不胜寒”的意思。这也就是我喜欢跟一些人呆在一起的原因,也是我常常习惯模仿the pretender的原因。被平等地看待是一种幸福。既不嫉妒你,也不崇敬你,也不看低你,偶尔打击你,但最后还是关心你。
看The Choice的时候,觉得说得很好笑。独立宣言里的we hold these truths的那段,作者说如果基因技术引进的话,就不是all men are created equal了。其实都一样,我们要的是被平等地看待。即使是一个人头马,只要平等看待,他就能被激发。
落寞毕竟来自外界,还可以通过自己和自己说话来缓解,说不定和德谟克利特一样,能看得更清楚。然而疲惫来自于身心,就难以舒缓了。
疲惫不是来源于PC,也不是我的Project,毕竟我还热爱他们,如同爱自己的孩子。而是,我也不清楚。按理说昨晚的放松应该缓解很多。然而等热情退去,却是愈加疲惫。如同一个泛滥的例子,一块大石头压在心上,只有靠捶胸和咳嗽来麻痹。
如果整天的BLOG都是这样的颓靡文字的话,ZF又有什么封的必要,不过是让大家更麻痹好了。
那我就更麻痹吧,何必用伤口来寻找刺激。
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